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i just let a little bit of me public that's crazy!

Taking a 15...

So... this is where i take the time out and actually result to blogging to release some of this clutter in my brain called thoughts, these thoughts that keep my up at night wondering about random things accruing in my life school? ( what happen) i continue over and over again to fall out of my groove and give up why? that's a main question i ask myself. Why do i continue to cut myself short? making up excuses to trick myself into believing what I'm doing is right, my job VANS ( FK" yo vans REMIX!) straight up that job has driving me to the ground exhausted energy is what I'm left with at the end of the day 1pm to 10pm daily no time for friends, opportunity, fun, family ... Life . However everyday.... no EVERYDAY I'm emailing, faxing, handing in resumes and apps, makes me feel as if I'm only cut out for RETAIL! gross so if that's not the life i want to live why wont my black A** stay at southwestern college and get it in! the essentials i need to ensure a well paying full time job .... because procrastination is a B*tch tossing and turning threw out the night every morning its like a natural alarm clock that goes off in my head which opens my eyes at 5am EVERYDAY! constantly thinking man like (TWIN) i feel u ... we"ev "fell from the same tree cut from the same wull" lol sounds scary but i need a break as well from me! so boss where's the my time card I'm taking a 15.

Day Off ...

BORING!!!!!!! but busy !
seems like i had so much to do today but all i ended up doing was waking up cleaning my room , driving to mexico sitting in a hot ass car for an hour in a parking lot of a very well known fast food resturant (Mcdonalds) to help my brother sale his car .

Rushed over to my aunts to take my lil cousins baby to the doc.
then try and make it to Firdays to chill HAPPY HOUR wit the SQUAD!!

we'll see if i make it.....

Anotha Shoot!

Awwww maan!

ASH! dont think yo ass got away with blast =in me on your blog lol... i never got the proper pics to put on your page you know wat im talkin about to !!! but its all in the GOOd! cuz im still gonna let the world kno that YOUR THAT CHICK!!!!!!!

BROKE...

so the Im here at home watching endless videos on "MTV JAMS" instead of out at the hotest party crackin right now all because i suffer from a server case of flat pockets lol but its all good imma re- up... as long as my bills are paid ill be all good!


" cant wear skinny jeans cuz my knots dont fit"
- Jay Z

Elmo && Chris Brown Gettin off lol Its cute tho

La Jolla pt 2 Me And Dauche

La Jolla

Aye! B wOrd ta Ya Motha!

YO Sooon! im sayin i Finally Got It!! A "POST" Way to go Sterling! lmao dang its taken me forever to get around to this whole Blog thing... . .. all to new to me. well lets see ummmmm. wat to talk about??

Shout Out to the FAM!!!!! babyyy , I want to thank all of yall again your teaching me so much and boosting my confidence level sky high ! yourrrr GRRREEAATT!

well I cant really think of too much right now BUT i got one up ! till next tyme loves.. . ..